Where words can't Bring us

lollipops

2010-05-04T20:28:00.003+08:00

was eating lollipops today, i got the cola flavour but was craving for the strawberry one .

haish, what should i do with you? since i missed your message you will perhaps ignore me for one more day.

why are we still playing games like this ...... or are we just not serious enough about each other.

mood : cloudy with slight thunderstorms
ooh and i'm feeling hardworking today. washed plenty of plates and tidied things. congrats to all those going back for nyjc speech day aha i'm hoping that they'll make you guys give a short speech each hehe it'll be funny to see you kill your braincells over it XD well, hope my cough gets better

lovess
T.T

right now

2010-03-22T23:46:00.003+08:00

is like this for me

... the presence of each other and the wonder of our breathing.
-Thich Nhat Hanh-

parting will feel like tearing a piece of me away
and everytime you touch that place,
it burns
and memories of the pain gushes back all at once

overwhelming and unbearable

apologies

2010-03-22T00:04:00.003+08:00

today was awesome until ..
there's no room for explanations
i'm hopeless with my promises.
so much hope brings on so much disappointment.

i'm trying to live the life you ask of me.
sometimes
i feel like it gets too hard,
too tough,
that i want you to lose hope in me

someone, please tell me what i should do
you left me speechless, blank, and angry .

2010-02-25T22:42:00.003+08:00

i really shouldn't give in to you too much
it really really hurts. tmd bwaaaa
and at times like these, there's always no one beside.

life sucks.
and my comp is dying too

megahappy monday

2010-02-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

it's always a sunny and happy monday and as days go by i gradually die off day by day . by friday i'm usually walking corpse with non-stop grouchiness radiating . muahaha. but today is monday so things are still fine.

i'm readily give off 'talk-to-me' vibes in office. and today was an exciting day ! (partly cos becos its monday where everything still seemed fun (: ) but we ate yusheng in office . cool huh. and i managed to walk home from work muahahaha. no more crazy ex adult fare for me. lol. so the kiamsiap me is a happy gal who ate pizza today ! yes. and i'm hoping the good mood keeps up. XD its all sunny arnd me today.

shalalalalalalalalala (:
tekong stars are pretty

some things

2010-02-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

that seem to be unending will eventually end some day

like today

blessed, and insanely happy

2010-02-16T23:05:00.008+08:00

you can see that from my face in the pictures ^^

erm left is acty me with andre's hat and right is andre's head.
have no idea wad happened to make it turn out like that =.=

you make me happy liesel XD

wee and derrick

me and sis

初二

met with them in the evening . it finally felt like new year when there were many people to crowd around, to play and to make plenty of noise with. nigel's house was first . saw hoongwu, nigel, liesel, andre, derrick, weesiang and cats. his house has superb good ktv system, but was paiseh to sing cos his parents, siblings were around ._. his maid cooked dinner kekeke and there was angbao.after that was octave's house. stayed, bai nian, gambled, got angbao muahahaha 2 packets! felt like reunion day (: james was there as well! 8 weeks more <3

today was supposed to majong, andre's house but got cancelled so kept myself busy with phone calls. almost 2 hrs sia, new record ._. and luckily wanyan came to the rescue ! walked/ran buddy. went hougang point to eat and buy milk . hope derrick, wee, octave had more fun with majong today.

work tmr
all the best to all
and i'll pray hard that those who fail ippt WILL NOT NEED TO STAY TEKONG THIS WEEKEND

一百天 - JJ LIN ((((((((((((((((((((:

first bookout/ CNY class gathering

2010-02-13T01:10:00.005+08:00

quite a number of ppl went despite last minute arranges, glad that the class is filled with such ON people muahahaha. i'm high; happy; satisfied . glad i battled down my sickness and went ahead with the outing. (which my naughty friends didn't !!!! grrrr) managed not to faint/fall/throw up blah blah but eventually lost my voice and i guess it will stay that way for the whole of chinesenewyear

was just like usual class gathering lol, ahem. was late lah and took some time to decide place to eat. spent much time loitering muahaha. ate at justacia and i hv free food thanks to youuu derrickfunnnnn!!! ohman i'm like coughing my lungs out bwaaaaaah coughcough. heard live singing, went esplanade rooftop, spend some sweee time tgtr hurhur. happy la. (: (请愿谅我~原谅我不成熟~ hahalol)went carnival walk walk, we got on last train for home. ^^

pictures from carnival at marina floating platform

i'm touched that you guys came even you were so tired frm tekong. haish. army really tough ._. but what to do? unavoidable, so jiayou and take care you guys. be strong o_o i'm glad i saw these people before cny if not i'll have too many people to miss over this long weekend. its a sweetbutshort day ..
talk to you soon i miss you >.~

for now

2010-02-06T00:54:00.003+08:00

i'm happy

no photos for today cos cos cos my companion was un-camera friendly today. lol.
awesome to knw ns hasn't killed my friends.
i.want.you back here soon
(:

p.s. good luck royston

emo thoughts and thank youss

2010-02-05T02:06:00.005+08:00

today makes me exhausted.
hoongwu, buttman, andre,james, kaichun, chunhao. hope u hv fun and grow strong in the army ..
lol

was like out since morning. skipped meal for breakfast but ate breakfast set for lunch. seeing royston off tmr and they wnr see rj off on sat but i hv other appointments hurhur. lol. hope saturday come soon soon. i'm eating plenty of unhygienic food at this hour and watching hi, my sweetheart to keep my mind off emo thoughts. everyone should quit emo, its not a good thing when you hv such negative thoughts. eat more and grow fat. then you'll feel better. and you'll also do good by letting others knw that its okay to be abit fatter. being stick thin is totally unhealthy. just finished my chocolate bar and completing my piece of cheese. haha. i mus be outta my mind, but who cares. i don't

thanks to kaichun since he is the only one who takes my chocolate

i really hate to think you are only skin-deep. hey come on. don'tdisappoint me so much you (i'm not referring to kc lol)

thanks to minyu
thanks to chinzheng, listening to me complain even though u hv exams tmr oops study well
thanks to wanyan for listening to my rants for whole forty eight minutes
and to maomao: why didn't u pick up my call , are u in ns alrdy ?
i miss talking to andre on the phone when i'm bored like this. like those hour long phone calls we had filling zzzzz with you aiyossss and laughter and some singing grrrr
jamezjamezjamez
sleep well you all. i really hope you do

liesel, if you see this do call me, i'm lonely >.< bwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa why is everyone already working

i think i'm supposed to wake up early again tmr
holy
shit

2010-02-04T00:23:00.004+08:00

i'm feeling too breakable now. its one of these moments that you could cry yourself to sleep. i'm stressed out about tmr. aaah, i guess everyone is emo on these days. don't think too much, things don't usually go as bad as you would imagine them to be.

staystrong!

this sudden feeling of loss is too overwhelming, which took me by surprise
crap

exchanging too many 'take care'ss and 'i'll miss you like crazy' upsets me
stay strong, take care, i'll miss you guys
but we will be meeting up again sometime, won't we ?

2010-02-03T22:25:00.003+08:00

what should i do without you ?

Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.

2010-02-03T02:20:00.004+08:00

i have a hunch that buddy will wake me up early tmr to walk him. not that i don't like to walk him but but i don't wake up that early. was kinda out the whole day (and woke up like eight to walk buddy) so i'm shagged . . . . haven't walked so so so far ever . frm somerset to orchard to somerset to dhoby. and my hair is still quite short so still wierd. come on ! grow fringe +.+

watched MY EX today. the ghost looks super freaky urgh but story line was just so so. too many gals liao la, didn't knw who the ghost was until the very end. zzz since the picture looks scary i shall make it smaller !

BEFORE HOONGWU'S HAIR GETS CUT gathering
anyway they are going in one after another after 4 feb la. so .... lets meet like tmr !
i shld really dry my hair and sleep. stop thinking stupid things you O.O

let me hear your voice (parts of it)

2010-02-03T01:48:00.004+08:00

the rain just now has stopped
the smell of asphalt is floating around the city
since you are not a morning person,
every morning will you get up without trouble?
even now that's the kind of thing i worry about

the spreading sky,
the freedom,
neither of them has changed
Right here, right now...
its only just you that's not by my side

Every person individually, no matter where they are
carry troubles as they live
and desperately hold on to their broken heart

can't let you go, we were meant to be for forever,
baby let me know
you my world
till then wait for you

With courage, i shall continue

2010-02-01T00:53:00.003+08:00

Even though i knw well how much this may hurt. But sometimes it feels like my heart isn't here anymore, so a little bit of pain should do me good and remind me that i'm still alive
.
i should blog more often. but i'm going out so much, it feels like i'm unable to blog as much since i'm dead tired after i return . nevertheless, i shall try my best to (:

2010-01-24T03:02:00.004+08:00

You can't shape people to the way you like, as and when you like it. Accept it. You are not changing your personality even when sometimes you just suck.
So it's not possible for myself to change to suit, even for you

The trombones catch up

2010-01-24T02:42:00.009+08:00

jamez ! We were outside comicsconnection and he started playing :/ lol

watched daybreakers ystd, was a good show but it could hv a better ending. didn't really liked the way it ended there and the suspenders (the slimey-bird-like creatures - i don't rly rmbr wad they were called) were too gross looking to my liking. but i liked the sounds, action, blood and all (: i'm a fan of gore !

den sit around discuss where to go (aha, as always) and ended up with no where to go =.= sat on the same place when we were waiting for mrt to open after prom

Hanging, refusing to let go

Let the grand countdown begin, but should we do it in minutes, or seconds? Let us treasure these moments while we still have them, together (:

had trombones gathering today ! from left: Amanda, Moi, Eeloong, Isaac, Yingying, Fraemone

Its after 2hrs of trial btt which left drained

Even though we were all covered up, it was v v v v hot. Totally melting and had to walk like 20 minutes in the damn sun to reach. (And then had to walk back to parkway after that somemore grrr) So little ppl went so wasn't as akward as i thought it would be (: Actually had quite alot of fun. Charissa, Gena, Jess, you should have gone !

So getting back home at midnight everynight is tiring. But still its better than staying home.

I shall be good

2010-01-22T02:09:00.002+08:00

I shall be good and sign up for Oschool tmr and actually do something instead of stoning infront of comp and till legs go numb like today !

Go HIPHOPHIPHOP (junxi will kill me if he knw that i haven't called the school oops)

Go book tickets for tonite

Go meet minyu

Go study more btt for trial again on sat !!!!!!!!

Managed to spent the whole day doing absolutely nothing hahahaha but will be out tmr and sat ! yiippppeeeee. will missing my baba, didi , korkor , shushussss and liesel in the meantime !

memories made

2010-01-21T00:07:00.007+08:00

It feels great to know that the parts and pieces of memories that made their way into you heart and stayed there, were well etched into the hearts of others too. Even though i missed some precious moments of yours like you missed mine, still, the same ones are still kept .

Like :
Renjie's rocker face while singing super high notes, are actually the same ones that were plastered onto his face while on pirate ship.

in haunted house where ppl with BIG clawed hands came out through (very obvious) secret doors which made liesel scream 'don't touch me !' and octave and nigel to walk v fast.

The rotating bridge. And i just CANNOT forget the way the guys lined up on the bridge to feel it rotating. And when we pass thru a similar circular space, this is what it reminds us of.

The mist when we walked out for second day breakfast. Which covered the rollercoasters and flooded thru the windows.

Watching lao shi jia lao da on the bus?

Super sour preserved lemon which made everyone wince. (which served their purpose well (: ) which were used as a penalty later on in hearts

playing hearts till the coach was simply too dark to see the cards and us unable to see james anymore (ps, not even his teeth !)

James looking amazingly white (FOR ONCE) on facebook hurhur

Rides where there were no queue, esp bumper where we didn't even hadto get off it. just rode it over and over and over till the place smelt of burnt rubber. Awesomness Can never feel the same without you guys.

and manymanymany more. hurhur. Chalet was awesome, having the fifteen of us sitting by the sea, enjoying each other's company at midnight, then walking to ehub. ahem, yujies drunk (plus happy) face and when he repeated 'i can control myself' for the upteen time den getting out of the chalet, insisting that he could walk in a straight line when he simply just couldn't, having derrick to run after him.

drinking games with water. ha ha really hoped i could stay up urgh life was so great with you guys around ! Keep in touch, lets keep our friendship burning and toasty yea.. A levels was made manageable fun with oheightoneoh !! okay i think i'm too high now to sleep . i'm simply made happyhappyhappyhappy.

I want to feel like it's okay to be who i am right now.

2010-01-18T00:47:00.004+08:00

Despite missing outings due to forgetting dates; not replying to smses like i always do; unable to catch up with all of you; missing the most important dates; not remembering how it feels to be around you anymore.
Akwardness, a sense of loss. I don't wnr experience them anymore. Brings more self-hate.

Why can't we never parted in the first place.

Okay it sucks to think too much what ifs, cause they only bring regret and even more self-hate. I can never go back to the past and change it. And if you start with what if's, the list never seems to end. Life's rough, get over it, get used to it. Give me more time and it'll pass, like it always does.
Anyway will be surrounded and kept in my comfort zone tmr so these dark feelings will go. Cheers . We should not always drown ourselves in self disgust.

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Its okay to be who you are now. Be perfect in your own sense, as how you define it. And the you after now will only Shine brighter, Soar higher (:

You are

2010-01-17T00:54:00.012+08:00

Looks like egg doesn't it? It's mango icecream though

Thank you for coming down when i said i needed to talk even when its over 10pm. You help to hold the broken pieces of me back together. I wouldn't have been able to held on so far without you. Want you to know that i'll be there for you whenever you need. Will turn up on your doorstep even if it is three in the morning. For you. (But if you are at sentosa coast then it'll be abit tough la)

For moments like now, i wish i were superman, where i can fly to save you wherever you are. Wishing i could be the one to put the smile back on you face when you lose yours. Like you always do when i can't seem to find mine.

girlfriends rule the world. <33

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Everybody deserves a dream.
Dreams can be as beautiful as twilight is, which is followed by darkness
since you so well know that they won't come true.

2010-01-16T04:06:00.003+08:00

Looking through facebook makes me upset. Looking at how much people i loved has turn to some stranger that i can only browse through their profiles, trying to see wad they turned into, desperately looking for a trace of them that i remember and loved so much. Does this happen to everyone too? The way you look at someone whom you used to care so much and not know what to say anymore.

Maybe its the effect of chionging the book 'my sister keeper' in a day. Maybe staying up too late makes people think wierd things. I don't know. Maybe being alone once in a while isn't too good .

Thinking that one day we'll no longer reach each other hearts hurts so much that i can't even breathe. Do you feel the same way too? If you do perhaps we can work hard from now to make our hearts stay close. Longer .

Mind Cafe

2010-01-09T02:00:00.006+08:00

Grrr .. why am i not blogging even thou i'm so free. Life has been mundane due to the absence of tests and lectures, and of course our ever so exciting tutors as they are always like a mystery waiting to be solved by deducing their mood from their body language (: well, have been out out out like everyday = = i'm like sick of going out, but even more sian if i stay home to stone. Movies have not been as fun as they had been, and i am seriously beginning to suspect myself if i'm addicted to school.

Friends are gradually getting work and it's not that easy to call them up for an hour long chat or jio them for last minute outing anymore. Hi. My life has just gotten from bad to worse >.<>

And ...Met up with Wanyan !! and she passed me GingerBreadMan she made ! WOW thanks ilu <33>

(Oh god, blogger deleted some of my sentences again rawrrr)

honkong family trip'09

2009-12-20T17:32:00.011+08:00

pictures, click to enlarge. Couldn't seem to expand them any further

racetracks. And buildings and buildings (:

Feels like you are going to fall any moment

HEY this is Macau. It's full of life with many people living on that small piece of land.It takes an hr boatride to Macau frm hongkong and is much bigger than Sentosa. It's well developed but doesn't lose its distinctive antique feel to its street and historical buildings ..They sell traditional portuguese egg tarts but actually tastes the same to those in Singapore blah.

It's packed with old streets and new streets all mixed together, gives off a unique flavour kekeke i really really liked the air and all just that we had to be extra careful of pickpockets.

We went on to disney. Although it wasn't as big as Japan's and does not hv that many thrilling rides, there was a warm and cosy feeling to it. There was actually enough time for us to travel all around and watch all the performances !! wooo .. The parade was so-so but the fireworks were what that was really worth waiting for!. They seriously used them like they were FOC lor my goodness. It was like half and hour with on-going fireworks. Makes me wonder how much they earn a day.

Naughty him kept goofing arnd ! grrr ..

Disneyland was near the sea so it was colder than Macau and the mainland. I caught a cold that very day !! grrr . really wanted to catch the NYCO performance but couldn't make it. Anyway caught them along 女人街 where all the temporary stores are (abit like our night market) It was like town?? prolly cos it was packed with young ppl. Was shoe hunting so no pictures hurhur. We travelled arnd using publilc transport (mainly the MTR). It is really convenient and easy to travel arnd hongkong cos everywhere is accessible (its better if you knw the language)

I wnr go shopping there summer ! But now i really wnr go Taiwan!. Come on !! Will upload wax museum pictures tmr (:

2009-12-20T05:05:00.004+08:00

chalet 17/12/09

2009-12-20T02:35:00.012+08:00

Chalet chalet chalet back on thursday night. It's been a long time since i've done things like staying awake all night long for talks about each other lives, catching up. Turns out to realise how much we have missed in each other lives. Moments where i wished i could have been there to hold you in a tight embrace when you were lonely, upset, frustrated about life and people. Anyway here we are, happily together again (: Love the fact that even though there is generation gap, lack of common topic ....... we are still hanging around each other, choosing to stick on to one another ^^

Hey, come on, you belong wif me !!!! hurhur. met them at dowtown to check in, majong, cards and such. Rrrrrawrr, spent so freaking much in just one night.

Soup dumplings, mine, all mine ! Mmmmm, hungry.

Good food and play just cost so much >.< Much better than msn games where only lame people like maOO will play wif me kekeke. Good food, close friends, fun entertainment, wad else do you need in life?

Tust is all you need in your girlfriends, that they'll love you, and you know what, they just do.

Just realised, i'm just as insignificant to you as you are to me. kudos

chilling out

2009-12-01T23:34:00.005+08:00

HELLO PEEPS !!! its been quite something and i'm announcing that "my JC LIFE IF OFFICIALLY OVER since monday 3:15" ha ha ha ha ha went out to play .... at east coast (finally). the sun was setting by the time i reached and so didn't get sunburnt. rollerbladed woots but couldn't really see the ground cos was too dark. octave was like out of control ha ha and derrick was learning from a kid who was super pro at skating man ! cool ! only if i learnt blading when i was younger den i'll be so cool too xp jeremy took and took and took pictures wif his v.v.v.clear camera aiyo , all my pimples will be exposed ahhh, my pimples shy so they'll turn even redder AAAHH~ lol

this is the only pic at macs after everything when we were too tired to move our legs any more. it was probably alrdy 10 ke ke.

i'll post more pictures if they are passed to me ! unglam shots will be included !! beware ! ! grrr ..

post-prelim I

2009-09-30T00:32:00.002+08:00

he he this was after getting back PHYSICS and CHEMISTRY paper three . its the first time i've seen kavan look so happy, hm he must hv scored well ^^ well was emo (eating msg-filled food and observing ppl) after getting paper but now i'm all worried about geog tmr. anyway there's no cure so i shld just relax abit aaah ..

oh, today we went plazasin and stayed there for about 6 hrs!. kinda wondered how we managed to spend so much time there ... watched phobia two and it was scary. the plot was predictable but u knw its gnr happen but u'll be waiting and waiting for it. kinda like on the highest point of the rollercoaster, waiting and waiting and waiting to drop. scary ... = =

hohoho liesel gave me a comb ^^ i'll treasure it !! muackmuack. and i bought cookies to help me get over my 'low' after getting back geog . noooo~ i don't wnr take back geog ! !

2009-09-26T18:42:00.002+08:00

i'm so bored . . . i just saw the unglam video of us singing the i-n-g song again aaaah. .

2009-09-26T00:52:00.003+08:00

horrible horrible prelims are finally coming to an end ! it was a terribly stressful day wif both physics p2 and chem p1 tgtr (n wif a stupidly long five hr break btwn them) a group of us went ahjun's house to play and i feel so guilty for studying only for one hour for chem today cos the rest of the time was spend playing majong =.=

after which we went to relieve our stress by stuffing ourselves wif ICECREAM

OH YESS. ICE CREAM BUFFET AT ION SWENSENS
there were like 52 different flavours of icecream or so i heard with different topping choices ( about 30 different toppings) and all you can eat cakes, tarts and both white and chocolate fondue !

they should use the phrase 'eat till you puke' ice cream buffet instead cos the sweet stuff was too overwhelming. maybe its because i'm not v into sweets unlike octave who ate FIFTEEN scoops of icecream . i feel like i'm not going to touch icecream for the next whole month. . i've never eaten so much icecream at one go!

look at the overwhelming whipped cream ...

we all couldnt stand anymore sweet stuffs (:

then we kinda toured arnd ion and shopped. omygoodness the toilets are really nice and the place was v big that we got super super super super super lost.

and we went js after that . ho ho ho welcome to our DESTRESS friday XD

chill out

2009-09-23T18:10:00.002+08:00

oh, so we can upload pictures on blogger again ha ha! today was a slack day although we are definitely not supposed to be slacking (since there's still exam on fri), but due to bad influence from my pet liesel, we went to mac and sat for a whole 2 hours . . . and played cards till we got caught lol. and octave gave his bus printed cards to the auntie who was super friendly and smelt like soap! so nice ... after that we got excited about going JS again !!! den walked walked walked to serangoon cc to find that it opens at 1 and there was still 2 more hours to burn . . we did 'illegal gathering' (cos there was like 10 of us) outside the police station ho ho ho i rly thought the police will come out and ask us why we r loitering outside the police station lo ! ha ha quite fun . .

headed to O-tave's house after that and continued card session and watch ppl play comp and its super duper LOL cos they keep spamming monsters hahahaha and there were like never-ending zombies .................... had a lot of fun hanging out yay! and now i'm going back to sleep after cleaning up my pet !! goodnight ((((:

oh and i can't wait to meet minyu after prelims heheh

2009-06-12T15:24:00.003+08:00

HEYY ~ for peeps who are not studying and are boliao enough to go blog hippity-hop, ha ha, i'm here to entertain you ~ lol not like i'm studying very much myself. hilary is overseas ! . i'm bored and watching 苏见信 on youtube . . . . . whoo ~ his voice is freaking good ~

pictures are frm the last day of school . . after PE module exams -.-

after 3-and-half hours of exams, our derrick got too cold and decided to wrap himself in sweater. now he looks malay ha ha can PK james liao XD after that he tied a ribbon around the neck and pretended to be flasher ohmy . the sweater's mine so it was almost bursting at the armpit area - -

after long hours of deciding and waiting, we ended up at vivo (again) . playground ._.

watch andre go up and down ~~~

stop fighting wif the kids laa , aiyo.

we didn't really take lots of pictures cos we were having too much fun . watched angels and demons then hang arnd at the roof top . it was really pretty cool cos andre, renjie and i went for a walk in that kiddy pool. never felt more kid like ha ha furthermore there were such sharp stones at the bottom of that pool, provided free foot massasge sia. it's even better than the fish massage haha. we played card games all the way till dinner time, it's like up and coming class recreation lol. more n more people are bringing cards to school :)

dinner at kfc .ta.da.

hahas will update more in the near future. paiseh for not uploading for a whole month . i feel super detatched from cyber world after my quiet retreat from computers, and facebook messsages have flooded my mail account !.

ciaos <33

2009-05-06T21:42:00.002+08:00

i am so bored
jio me out this weekind
jio me out jio me out !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Because, the last petal tells me so .

2009-05-02T12:21:00.005+08:00

i'm sorry for making you speechless and for all the akward silence. i hate myself for being too weak and not brave enough. i hate you for not being true to everything. so the fault is balanced yea .. i'll work hard at keeping my own pace. yes, give me time and it'll fade. the pain, the tears, and how it feels like wif u arnd. sick of trying too hard , and the hanging .. blah.

no thanks, i will not relive the lie,

Because this last petal tells me so .

happily ever after ever :)

2009-05-02T12:10:00.008+08:00

cos there was finally a break from school, we happily went out to chill yea .. on thursday 30may2009 :)) went j8 makan cos ROYSTON wanted to eat chicken from longjohns =.= cos he zuidua, so we followd him lor.

pics :

ate at the open-spaced playground and it was FREAKING HOT. but kinda enjoying it cos it was cosy anyway (: until .... the security guard came to chase us away :(( lol den soon weewee, renjie, james had to go cos they have odec nightcycling BAAAAAAAH so sad. den hilary and wx also leave .

the rest of us aka andre, engtuan, hongwu, royston and ahem, i ..... went to watch turtles, crocodiles, and play majong ....

had quite some fun time there sia .. heheh, andre's so nice !! he's like dead tired frm watching soccer match the night before and he still let us go his house play !!!~ awwww touched .. ohya, and liesel popped out after lkk's torture of skiill A ha ha. but too short so didn't appear in the pictures lol. happy long weekend !! woots

a life;a love;a lie

2009-04-14T22:40:00.006+08:00

" i am so lush addicted to you laugh,
convicted by your smiles that holds me back .."

a sunny, friggin hot and tired day .. but fun (: ha ha mr kkkwas in such a great mood today that he released us early !. unbelievable right i know, but i thought he was going thru alcohols so was chionging this morning chey, anyway he wants alcohols, phenols, test and spa on friday lor it'll kill. den there's still maths and all ....... bah ~

in the octave picture, u see octave baikah ha ha and cheyenne was trying to kill octave !. oops, caught red handed lol.

and today was blood donation drive !. i went in, walk a round and came out again lor, next time i definately will donate ok i swear anyway hoorays to andre and wanxian and audrey and shaowei and erm, all ... who donated. . .. anyways they manage to do it and i'm so jealous i'll do it next time too !. hahas

oooh , and did i forget to mention ? i sprained my neck and is now baikah lol.

tennis tmr e-ve-ry-bo-dy :D

further apart with every worthless word

2009-04-11T03:05:00.005+08:00

"i guess sometimes certain words are just not meant to be said, sometimes its just not right to say things the way you think them, sometimes words can't express the feelings that you want, sometimes empty promises should never be made ...."

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its the holiday blues or maybe it was octave :( but i still wasted the day away, just watched the blah horror movie alone and felt that it wasn't that scary, just that the ghost was horribly disfigured .. my back aches . was like playing hexic on facebook the rest of the day after giving up on complex numbers tut ;o

a breath of sweet smelling air of rain made my day, yes .. i am that life-less.

well. say hi to my new friend mochi ~

its shy, how cute (:

cute right, but its still awfully shy and its afraid of loud noises ha ha and hilary carried me that day and ms audrey too. finally managed to carry her at hongwu's kitchen that evening too ha ha lol

eve of a public holiday~

2009-04-09T22:21:00.005+08:00

so another break from school is finally here .... so we refused to go home after sch today and hung arnd like ... usual ha ha . lollll so today we got back our pw results and the school only had 6 people with Cs lalalalalala and oheightoneoh does not have any C !! we were basically quite ok la, i had an A and it was quite unexpected . . our gpp was quite disastrous and we spent lots of time wif our teachers editing it :( mann now when i recall all the times we had to stay back to meet mr low n ms fernandez, and all the effort we put in, it was all worth it ... we were really lucky to get such teachers who would guide us so well ^^

ahem, so what did we do today ......?

we sat outside the staff room from 3 to 4 +++ and was supposed to wait for andre to finish his geog test ........ den go makan. but liesel and i got pangseh-ed !! ha ha the guys went off to play tennis (cos they didn't get to play today, unlike us girls) !!!!!!!!! i was so hungry/stoned/dead from all the waiting .. ...

according to sweet liesel, it was our date and we even got couple seats !! ha ha. lol watched confessions and it was damn funny !! we laughed till we cried . but the front parts where she got into such tremendous debts was quite sad. i sort of covered my eyes for those parts ha ha sad but still cute :) it was a happy-ending kinda show, so well, film for enjoyment and entertainment. tsktsk hint-to-someone: i really wnr watch handsome suit !!!! SOON! so take me to the movie that u promised !:) ha ha muacks enjoy this long weekend i'll introduce my new friend in the next post muacks <33>

i feel so blah

2009-03-31T00:22:00.006+08:00

these pictures were taken from my 5 mp baby haha.

i have a large mosquito bite !!! from subway !. i spent like one hour there copying the mechanism of nitrogenation for methylbenzene ._. its horrible ! i copied till my fingers were numb and my index finger keeps getting stuck, oops did i forget to mention that i had to copy 5 pages (aka 10 times) of that?. but i really pity yujie who has to copy 20 times .........so sick right. mmm .. time has been flying past these few days i think its cos of the continuous tests which makes me unable to rest so i've not been free enough to feel time passing by .. haish, jc2s, jiayou mann. . go complete complex numbers - d if not have will gana detention baaaaaah....

i cut my hair , myself. ya .. so it looks wierd now . and i FEEL SO HOT please rain please rain ... and there is something wrong with playlist cos almost every single song is unavailable :(

ps, i wnr watch movie soon !.

HEYA ~

2009-03-22T23:56:00.000+09:00

heyyy i kinda like my new skin even thou its pretty small but i love the way it makes my posts look longer heh .. looks like i write alot? hahas. yea .. and tomynewphone : i'm so sorry about being mean to u last night, i guess the lack of sleep is driving me nuts and i still love u i really do cos u are still very nice when i type messages ^^

haish, i'm chionging for math test tmr. didn't study at all during march break mann, what was i doing ???? prob just hanging arnd late outside and all aaah~ den i'm like last minute chionging .... haha.

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i changed my skin to fit the collage onto the page !!! ..but when i shift it to photobucket to generate the html codes and fit it to width:610 according to the pic size, i was horrified to find the max width frm photobucket is only 310 . -cries ...... it was so sibeh small la, lol .

zangzangggg ..

i did it using picasa and credits to amanda :) it was fun !. and wif picasa it was so easy to load all pictures and they can show u all folders at the same time so it was pretty useful for ppl who has too much photos to handle . okay i'll upload pictures of my chio phone next time k ciaooos

soundless-cries

2009-03-22T02:19:00.003+09:00

you know what ... the new phone i bought is like so freaking unuserfriendly and i can't even upload pictures from the memory card back to the computer .. is it stupid or what !!!!!???? aaaah~ i am freaking pisssed. after numerous installing,uninstallin and reinstalling of the tmd usb portal thingy which promises to link my comp to my phone ..... it just doesn't work mann. i have this strong urge to throw my 300bucks worth phone out of the window damit !!!! i need my old phone backkkk !..... and the stupid photo takes 5 seconds (or more) to be taken so u need to freeze there and just look stupid with it :((((( okay i'm extremely displeased due to the lack of photos . cos it has a 5 pixals cam with it so i didn't see the point to bring the cam wif me so.. aaah~ wasted.

i met mr neo today and he bought a bouquet of flowers for my sister woots~ and it looks very ex somemore. . think he bought it for everyone involved in the concert from ny band. (i have pictures of those lovely flowers, but its in that bloody birdbrainedphone). the concert was, well,spectacular. okay ... i haven't spend my nighttime with music for a long time so i'm not as quick to tell the good or messy anymore but they are truly not bad :)

ahem, its more or less it i guess cos i'm deeply upset by the fact that i can't upload those photos :( and i hope mrneo didn't recognise me ha ha was doing kind of a retro style so it looked funny really ha ha. blehs u stupid chio phone ... hope i find other ways to upload pictures then .

sometimes i really can't, just can't

2009-03-15T01:10:00.015+09:00

okay since i wont be able to fall asleep i made a collage yay but the problem is how to put it onto blog ha ha i'll do it tmr :)

and in the meantime let me do a skit to entertain hurhur ..

ahem .. here it goes "on one gloomy rainy day, yours truly was in search of a flying cockroach in order to conjour magic to make herself 10times smarter than james .............. off she goes and ..... she spotted something spotted on the ground .....

she picks it up and goes : ewwwwww~ who freaking left a red-polka dotted underwear on my floor !? PERVERT ! eeeeeeeee~~

and off she goes looking for the owner of this underwear . can u guess whose it is ???

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hey wanxian, is it yours

"hurhur of course not !."

derrick ~ is it yours?

"heheheh ... what do you think ? ;)"

"nigel nigel, yours right?"

"lol of course not"

octave octave is it yours?

"you think can fit me meh...."

yours truly gets truly confused ..... if it doesn't belongs to any of you den whose is it ?????

at this instance .. she heard a tiny laugh ...

my cute black piggy says:

"its mine lah, alemak, dat time you took out to wash den forgot to return it to me ma ... "

^^ i hope this does not offend anyone :) haha its just for fun and purly fictional .. ps i knw its difficult to read at certain parts, but the html was seriously too confusing for someone as noob as me to edit paiseh ..

sometimes i can't differentiate fiction from reality ...

with every worthless word we get more far apart

2009-03-14T23:42:00.007+09:00

i've been quite slack in terms of updating yea i know but i'm finally slightly off my emo mood cos being with oheightoneoh had made me v happy :) and i finally went out !! while i guess friends frm other colleges are piaing for block tests lol didn't get on shopping spree but i kinda just hung arnd,.... and ate. ha ha yea...

and yes i'm sorry to mingyu for not going even though he sweetly messaged that he misses us and reminded me on the 'date' so sorry~ i kinda have been out the whole time i was awake today, spent time at nurture programme and suntec. cos of it fair the whole suntec was like ........ flooded with people and we were just moving with the flow and unable to get out of it. den security guards had to put up road blocks or direct us to move in a certain directions and since i was SO bad with my directions, once i made a different turn, i couldn't get back to cityhall station from suntec convention !!!!..(even when it was right outside :( yes i'm that bad) so we kinda got flustered and scurried arnd the fountain there haha. okay we were hopeless aha ^^

the kids ... luckily there were little today if not it could get hard to manage =,=
after hanging out with cute kids my brain degenerates and i ACT LIKE A KID ! i whine way too much and now i feel stupid thinking about it shit. okay the pics below are totally unglam and all i know i know cos they were not edited and i hv no makeup on k and there is my big big face! so if u do not want to disturb ur eyes do not scroll down hahaha ..

i actually wanted to cheer myself up even more today. it did succeed but it all crashed with a single sentence. you make me feel so crap, which nobody elso can. crap i really hate you shit.

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haish, let me end on a happier note: with evey alternate sad face, there is always a smile :)

oh man i still feel like crap

the colour of love,

2009-02-28T21:47:00.005+09:00

'the colour of love' is a book that i've just finished reading. its like about the passion, arts and describes the lil' things in life that may change one deeply :) interesting read.

okay, i'm feeling kinda stressed cos my study table is really messy and i haven't quite found time to clear it up. the disorganisation is driving me nuts and i'm supposed to be chionging for my piano exam on tues. and my sis's having HER exams next week and she's like in consistent pms, its driving me crazy. urgh. just so pissed

i went out today. lol, redhill for massage. aham, is help people massage haha. in the end i got free demo from a pro lor. had lots of fun watching the elders doing facials ohohoho. even the ahgongs also did XDD cool huh. we cut nails den i freaking freaked out cos i often cut my own skin while cutting my own nails den gena's asking me to cut for others !!?? haha the ever-so-gentlemanly jj helped me out lor. aaaah ~ my hands ache. its so not easy .

then they went on talking about their life, and when there was war ... i think they really led a difficult life when they were young. okay, my mom is nagging for me to study music and my sis watching like a hawk . and i ate pizza today!. . again .. octave too. . he's gnr gain back all the weight he lost frm health camp !!

+ballons pictures

2009-02-27T02:58:00.008+09:00

random fact 1:

i met chinzheng !! and he looks exactly the same lor and as dark as ever . it makes me wonder if he still plays bball . . cos if not, den why is he so dark? anyway, he was apparantly going home and he carried like , nothing in his arms .. ok . . so random right lol

random fact 2:

guess what !? i met munkit at kovan !. he was trapped cos of the rain den was like waiting for it to stop, so i lent him this luminous pink umbrella of mine ....

random fact 3:

i missed my stop when trying to go home frm kovan, which is like super near my house and which i know v well. how is that possible right. kinda feels like getting lost in ur own house .....

and to my sweetest, cheyenne: thankyou for treating me and i was v happy about the pizza and v happy about today ha ha. hope u enjoyed it as much as i did XD

lousy skills ^^ not mine aha

you, driving me nuts

2009-02-27T00:12:00.004+09:00

we played zhongjimima with this. its like pepsi, pepper, cheese, green pepper, olive and a piece of ham. -- and jeremy drank it alllllll ~ even wif the solid inside man. pro. i think he'll be chewing after drinking cos the there are such solids sia.. solids !! ewww ~ we all kinda felt 'it' after the drink. wlau the pepper leaves u hot mann, at the throat and stomach.

ok before i tried to blog, i seriously wanted to blog in class blog but i realised i don't hv thy username and password . sianz. and f i n a l l y blocktests are finally over mann. after those last minute mugging sessions i spent with my sweet oheightoneoh awww. . now i feel wierd being alone in my house after i returned today ha ha. feel wierd without notes on my hands when travelling on buses , without the presence of cheyenne beside me after school wakakaka. yesterday cheyenne stayed over !!! for dinner .. hahaha i found this very memoriable so had to add it in somewhr lo

we ....... spent like an hour deciding whr to go to. den ended up in heartland mall. the original sakae sushi buffet plan switched to pizzahut. i've never eaten a better veggiedelight lor i think pizzahut's pizza is best when its served in the shop itself. delivered pizza's are kinda wierd. or maybe it's the atmospere which allowed me to enjoy the pizza ha ha. went for pool after that and i'm still as noob as ever. . no, even more noob den ever! aaah~

EIGHTeens

2009-02-07T02:10:00.003+09:00

in the end we didn't watch the curious case of benjamin buttons. ha ha spent the night crazily under the sky in a playgroud to be specific. ha ha went totally off, all of us. even weiping's face is red lor. and wanyan is a tomato !! ha ha . i loved every minute of it !. and pizza hut was so yumm!. i loved ur presents too XD yea .. but that singing-birthday-song-in-pizza-hut was still too embarassing. and ya, the zhongjimima plus super bitter alcohol was crazee. i'm still flighty now. but i still smell nice :D hohoho floral scented, love it. and the watch!the strawberrycake
like pouch! sweetsecretcakes !!!!! happy 18 to koh xue li!!!

2009-02-06T09:30:00.002+09:00

happy birthday

lydia liao si min !!!

2009-01-13T19:44:00.002+09:00

ponyo ponyo ponyo ....~ lalala hahaha today interhouse was GREAT k. played badminton and pingpong whole day .. aaah~muscle ache. won third T-T boo! . . . the guys were so cool playing sports and i love kavan's smash den royston's pingpong was great too!. no wonder Grand Advisor ahahaha. and i got ponyo ringtone .. !!!!!!!! school finally starts tmr so i've to get ready. i wanted to take a picture of andre playing tt wif his huge cast lol but lets were too tired to move .. hmm .... i wnr meet cch trombone ppl soon too!. hohoho looking forward to 7feb woots~

inter-house

2009-01-12T23:41:00.003+09:00

since i've joined facebook, i hardly have the time to blog anymore. mayb i shouldn't b so obsessed with pet society hahas. anyway, the hols had been really enjoyable and i spent alot of time catching up wif ppl that i care for, but i didn't manage to meet everyone T-T.

okay, today there was flyer-giving session whereby class went to pres high in yck. ok. hot n sweaty but met rly friendly ppl so was kinda cool. after, had badminton training wif cheyenne. we kinda travelled arnd the area, looking for a place to practice. haish. finally, yishun area . ok. my wrist hasn't recovered and tmr is the day so i'm kinda nervous T-T. my stamina still not there so.. haish. anyway i just found out i have pingpong inter tmr also kkkk !!!! super last minute !! luckily there's ryan - cos the rest didn't seem to have the intention of telling me ................ god. i don't think i''ll even remember how to hold the racket. and i've just been concentrating on badminon too much.

first time being so worked up about inter-house ...... and i hope mrlowcw gets well soon! :)

section outing 08

2008-12-23T01:18:00.000+09:00

Well, so what was i doing today? i was out spamming unglam photos of everyone .. it was super kesiao party. buffet of play-all-you-want. trombone outing la, so long never meet liao. its like home once again, where nobody gets left out and left behind :)

Derrick Tan he's damn kuazhang one lor. open mouth super big while singing. never know you had the big mouth on you. but our duet song was super nice, although the shanhuhai really quite ...... even though we practiced heh ..

my dear charissa kwek who asked me crude questions which makes me blush as ALWAYS. mann. you've got attitude !!!! i find her presence comforting cos she's just so fun to be with . too bad you can't make it hongting .. ha ha .

ta.da. went for concert at ngeeanncity. their bus was parked far far away and it was quite horrible cos the driver drove to the chungcheng in yishun !!!??>~*@#!!! like wtf . . why didn't anyone confirm wif him la !?? den they were late lor. i bet they chiong all the way to the stage that's why they were sweating so much. i pity percussionists ..

gang met mrwong at taka. waha. he's still the same la. 'people get old liao don't change much' quote charissa kwek

its like shiny shiny all over . . stars on earth . there were ppl with different costumes so its really kinda cool . i love the lightings , love the decos, love christmas. ooooh .~ hohoho.

BIG christmas partyy

2008-12-20T21:11:00.005+09:00

isn't it beautifuuuuull ... look at that wonderful tree ohmann. ho ho ho i think we really got the right tree and the ornaments are just perfect. don't the stage deco look amazing toooo !! we rly need to thank iris and she has such good eyes for colours. she's the pro .

MAGIC

we caught the managers playing this ha ha ha. we got on it too !. before the crowd came in :)))

it was the biggest balloon playground that i've been on . and the thing is kinda tall too. and its not that easy to complete kayy. i had a hard time climbing through the tunnels. there were lots of obstacles in the way too.

the dog was just too cute. jessica and i just could not resist . .

everyone in audrey's team did a very good job today. man its so freaking tiring. my hands are kinda trembling and i was really too tired to eat. i drank like 3 cans of nescafe and was too crazy by the end of the thing. ohwells ~ the deco was super pretty and not much problems .

didn't bathe since yesterday bbq so i'm still smelling of bbq-ed chickenwing satay and stingray.. god .. i feel so tired, but happy. got to know many people. yay. though it was so sunny and ppl got chaoda or sunburnt, all of us did have fun right. especially when the event ended and we can

f i na l l y go home .

shopping for christmas isn't all fun

2008-12-17T19:59:00.001+09:00

it was a super hectic hectic day with gena and audrey. we went from one daiso to another. and we still can't get enough deco for the stage and the stalls and everything. items were like 'out of stock'. from the two shops kayy. waited for audrey for 1 hour plus !!! ... !!!!!!!!!!!!! . anyway, we bought a TREE for the stage. cool huh . den were v v v v tempted to buy the raindeer too. its available at vivo . -twist twist -.o den in the end audrey went back to ps for tree decos and more candycanessss.

we had lunch at 3:30++++ i was about to faint from hunger . . . tried aglio olio wif cream sauce. special taste sia, .l.o.v.e. the soup.

gena ha ha ha ha . lOOk !. bags and bags of decossss. the brown box contains christmas tree and its not as light as it looks. really .

iluex

says: shalalalala

2008-12-16T23:58:00.006+09:00

woots~ i'm feeling happy :DDDD i got lost by the school today ha has. when i was trying to get from the back gate to the front. mann , i'm real bad with directions .. so at first was supposed to reach at 3 den in the end we met at 4 plus. goodness .. i was on the verge of crying when i called gena for directions buh ... - -

anyway we went makan, ho ho ho ho got free drink. and lil' prata laaa. woots ~ out tmr too ciaooooooo

iluex

fun !

2008-12-16T01:14:00.001+09:00

i caught BOLT today !!!! its super cute ha ha ha. next up, CHIWAwA !. hahas. got a cd too. aaaah~ i'm so tempted to watch yoga's concert but it kinda clashes wif my block test.urgh. how. i'll ask baobao. - -

dengdengdengdeng christmas tree !! i love christmas forever ! XX its the nicest tree i've seen so far. it looks like it has sweet sprinkled all over it in the dark x)

we wish you a merry christmas ... O.O

love PEACE

2008-12-16T00:59:00.006+09:00

cute cute cute cute cute!!!...... .... danial, saidi, jonathan, bhudi.

my beloved class .. we even had our very own santa (Darren) hahas. the kids really had fun. awww .. it made me really wnr bring them back home . ha ha. they are just too adorable. thanks to shaowei and shan mei, cos i guess one helper just wasn't enough. although i suffered scratches, pinches and pulling and pushing, there were also lots of hugging and love in the air. ha ha . giving is IN !! it was always a joyous feel in class. and the teacher, ms sharon is so so so so sweet. she gave all of us a present can.

aaaah .. last day was at evergreen primary sch lol .. went walk walk at amk hub and bought subway !! haha ha . lols.

what i see and what you see ..

2008-12-14T00:03:00.003+09:00

bridging is finally over. 4 weeks just went by like that. flew by ... lots of memories made. i feel younger, much refreshed, giving and receiving joy. i'm so glad everything went successfully, luckily. now i seem to find all children cute ha ha. the 4 weeks was really meaningful.

learnt to freeze today ta.da. still trying though but my hands are already aching. ha ha. one more year to go, and this no life jc life will be over. woots~~ i've been thinking bout the past cos i got in contact sec 1,2 friends, probably meeting them soon. can't wait lor but i feel abit shy. ha ha. aiyo .... only four programmes up next week. date me out !!. :)) pictures up next post and i'll post my special collection of cute little children. hahas. going back to watch the story of the weeping camel ciaooos

2008-11-29T00:22:00.009+09:00

Ltc gathering: small number of people turned up. was excited to see my long lost team mates. the christmas decorations were absolutely stunning and i especially loved that stocking, which is now hanging ontop of my study table :) lots of hiiiis to everyone and what an amazing time it was. i got so high in the middle of circle-singing, maybe cos of rachel. ha ha. she's just as high as always.

chiangling !.

thiru and john

the ever-so-well-known-and-cute -----> ryan

rotipratas. prata-tissu, prataegg, pratabanana, pratachocolate and pratastrawberry

ha ha ha wad special taste. well, among the three fruit types i have to say banana is the nicest lar. my strawberry was too sweet :))

Guess What??? next yr ogdance is HSM !!!! LIESEL you really should have signed up for ogl mann. this is so amazing ....

group photos GRANGER GRANGER GOGOGO ! lol oo

siao lol. signing up facebook now. please add :) and its so laggy --

and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELYSIA

0810 --- first out of the island experience

2008-11-25T00:41:00.016+09:00

a ha ha sorry for this super super duper duper super outdated post. it was one fine Thursday november 6th 2008. kopped from class blog kk. :))

SENTOSAAAA !!! click to enlarge

after much hassle we finally gathered at vivo to get ticx. we were so restless wif the machines so some started wif volleyball in vivo.

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really, an amazing monorail ride. i can see all foreign workers at work, quite cool . :)

fuifui

james

(p.s. this was not a requested photo!)

madness. we were no longer splashing just water anymore ..

we started wif beachvolley. den it got so super hot, we can't help but jumped into the seaaa !~ woots. many were horrifying so i didn't post all. buhhh .. -- den frisbee till we die. and the sun set.

we didn't follow renjie to the seaside, we just followed the chips T_T we went there, barefooted. but the stones there were sharp so we were jumping jumping over ha ha. ahem. renjie, kawaiinehx.

the breath-taking sunset marks the end of our beautiful day

renjie watched too much of nipplenipplesong ... - -

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after bathing .....

assembly at vivo.

the i wait for you you wait for me game begins oo

screws got loose! liesel and i started dancing... lalalala total loss of control. ~~~~~ - -

finally, we fufilled jame's wish of taking pictures !!! ha ha nice one right, but there were actually do not enter signs in front and high voltage signs at the sides. uhoh ... O.O

hah.. finally dinner ot kfc.tada. that's it. YAY!. i'll add extras of the 007 movie day bwahahahha some other day..

and i love my class =) for full review you r welcome to go to http://www.nyjc0810.blogspot.com/

ciaoooooos . meeting babiesss tmr !! more hugs he he he he

dashboard coffeetime

2008-11-24T20:43:00.003+09:00

HIII i've been spending all my days wif shan and our babies ... =))) but they are so draining ha ha ha though they give me so much joy. i get super brain-dead by the time i get home. shan and i usually die about 11 plus ha ha. den our bud will be kinda like stuck onto the floor n we'll hug each other, refusing to stand . hahas. kinda like that. one week plus liao.

we've been preparing for our dance so watch out kay. on 12 december.. oooh .. m i'm missing darren n pamela :))

hope this month passes quickly !. cos i'm super outta money. let next month quickly come, money quickly come. and cheyenne, hilary, escape here i comeeeee. ~ bwahahaha.

enchantment of a statuesque mermaid

2008-11-20T01:58:00.005+09:00

today is the birthday of a very special friend ...
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at hongkong cafe . where we hogged onto their table hahas. the food was good and came in huge portions too !!. obviously we can't finish it. we can always count on mao for these. XDD he's scary sia.. eat so much ..

so in the end we didn't go zoo, nor birdpark ha ha ha. sorry for blur pictures. i can't stop my hands from shaking when i'm drunk on air . ha ha

ps. i got a new camera !!!

i wnr say the things u wnr hear

2008-11-08T13:28:00.005+09:00

it's just so depressing. how can i just get left behind like that. we planned so much, so long into the future and everything n now you're going to start a new route just like that? then what about me? i'm just selfish. don't leave me hanging T_T aaaahhhh~~~ why why why. what m i supposed to do? how how how?

i hope i can be there for you,
say the things you wnr hear,
be the one you need

but who's going to say the things i need

op last rehearsal

2008-11-03T00:01:00.006+09:00

went to junxi's house today again - -wearing the same shirt as ystd ha ha ha. acty took pics but it's in junxi's camera n octave's new phone . we dilligently did op rehearsals till 3. den fui's grp took over. n the playing began ..........

aaaah~ at 5, i finally got the shell for lunch. chips n redbull oo good for health yea .... got breezer man. bwahaha .. cool ooooo. den played counterstrike, bishibashi n puzzlebobble . argh. did last rehearsal at 7 den headed off to little india about 8 plus.

this was after sending hilary offfff........ buhhhh .

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COUNTER STRIKE

look i caught vp of nyjc student council slapping tuantuan's budd bwahahahah .. (he is the one in yellow)

picture SPIT :D

2008-11-02T01:50:00.005+09:00

SCHOOL CLEANING DAY :DD

we had fun writing on walls, messing up the storage room and fooling with millipedes ha ha. for derrick it must be slicing of millipedes though . hmm.

ta.da. this was supposedly rehearsals like today - - and we ended up watching movie ... oo and indian dances aaah~ please stop playing the indian song =. tmd 9 times alrdy laaaa ~

illusion of engtuan's leg

left = lawrence

right= engtuan

SCROLL DOWN ..

SPASM BEWARE

left= liesel

right= xueli
okay we spamed rachel's and lawrence phone lor bwahaha and changed the wallpics ha ha. oo

going junxi's house tmr yea . filming me wahahahah .....

how we walked thus far

2008-11-02T01:36:00.002+09:00

i still smell the sucky chlorine everywhere yuck. went for the talk in the morning ... den went k with wp, wy n gena. den met up with class . played cards then tuition. ah kept dozing off so cher released a little early today ha ha. i'll do the attendence thingy tmr bah . everything will be ok. and monday is op exam !!! n my desktop is still dead ... - -

roses blush

2008-11-01T02:44:00.007+09:00

i finally finished the activity table yayyyyy . lol. wasted my time in sch today. in the end we also didn't present to mr low. oo played bishibashi like thrice today !! ahhh~ i'm abit sick of the the three buttons liao lor. even played wif mr low larr. ha ha i won kay ha ha. then, liesel, james, derrick, lawrence, andre, engtuan and i went for lunch and went to watch HSM3 today. its nice ~~ but i rly wnr watch coffin despite the much negative comments ....

our own version of cj7 . ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; stone stone .. ahhah

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i've been out practically every single day. 29 october, Wed. i was out for school-cleaning in morning. then we rushed down to redhill for social work. interacted all the way till midday and all of us were dying frm fatigue. went sing with gena. when the sky turned dark, went toapayoh, met wanyan. den met wif micki and the team for the meating at hdb hub. ooooooooOOOOooooo ...... meeting ....

the answer, i already know

2008-10-20T18:11:00.005+08:00

rehearsals r tmr n i'm kinda excited. ha ha ha last few days were crap loaded wif pw. i miss i miss people !. ha ha lydia, huiting, owen, kyna, tuckwai, mao, bai, shu, bao and many many many many ...

BLAST THIS OVER

2008-10-20T17:53:00.004+08:00

This is Darius - colourblind heh he IS hot. and yup especially wif his shirt undone heh ..

HIHIHI pw is keeping me bzbz. oo but i'm still high.. ahem.. now. . ystd i saw a big fat pig hahahahahahah LOL i was out for the last two days so didn't get enough sleep. n i'm lazy to go running l8tr ha ha. shit this fat ass. i don't understand why my whole group seems to hate pw so much. anyway i'm the MAN of the group ok !! i'm always running stupid errands, borrowing laptop, carrying laptop arnd, and setting up laptops. - - why m i the man when there are 4 MAN in my grp !!? hur hur hur !!??$%^###

MY SIS PASSED HER DRIVING EXAMS !! cool .. now she can drive me arnd ha ha ha.

2008-10-07T00:21:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over after such a long long long long time its time to take a slow breath .. well, life's been tough n i'm currently at my lowest. went singing today at js cheapo queen but it was kinda ok. songs are fine and what's more, its cheap. was jioing ppl out but ppl frm jc are all busy wif project work. poly friends are all busy working. HA ~ i'm gnr surprise them tmr k. anyway i thought today n tmr will be holidays but guess wad ... i got back freaking chem paper today n tmr is filled wif meetings and pw. shit. now trying to be useful for project work ok.

okokok i ate subway for dinner yea .. i'm super addicted to subway and it's making me pokgai. aahhh~ lunch out tmr, craving subway cookies ;D looking for someone to picnic at eastcoast n stay over at beach, or just play pool ~_~ deprived of games . i desperately need a tan too. urgh so much stuff to do. after As, probably after promos next yr . shitshit. now there is aroma of tempting maggimee flowing. drool ..... thinking of food, last sat i ate 2 slices of triocheese pizza while watching the ring at 12plus. ahahaha pigpig.

2008-09-08T01:34:00.002+08:00

hahaha my latest lurve. is so so so so so cool ;D can't wait to have it in my hands ...
anyway tmr's sch start day yippeee .. i'm so sick of everything n never wnr stay here ever again. i wnr flyyyy far away but i'll be scared.

tmr hv maths test oooo ..

photo vomit ;D

2008-09-04T16:31:00.009+08:00

interact day out at redhill ;D

ahem i forgot the date. went for dialect lessons HOHOHO but felt a little LMAOed cos i knew the basics. was watching ppl trying to get the wierd accent out of their mouths. was funny really. but learning hokkien was more fun. ha ha yours truly now knows the 7chained-badwords. limbeh. diamdiam. longzhong. and other vulgar words heh .. the room was pretty small n we squeezed inside that tiny cube. for my interactors see bottom. i had to strain my waist to get everyone in. jj was out though. cube's really too small ... went pasta at bugis. bought papabread. gosh. mmmmm !

going back cch

went to take sgc, finally. met quite a few n missed quite a lot. chatted with some teachers ;D met derrick, had lunch wif jess. was so delicious. but toooo full so bloated. worthit . was supposed catch amanda but didn't ha ha oops .. amanda i missu

random fact #1

cant see it very clearly but yes, this is mrderrick wif HAIRBAND r u shocked? bwahaha. the story goes .. junxi going on tennis match wif cedar (wadtheheck!..) but his fringe was too long n had to clip it up. he bought this black hairband frm bookshop. tried on several clips (red frm rach n purple frm yourstruly) took a pic of it but he deleted o'wells. in the end he decided to stick with hairband for the match yea .. hongwu tried it bwahahaha he looked AMAZING . wanted to get nicholson wear it over his temple but cant find him . ^^

random fact #2

i went bugis NLB for the first time. for pw T-T we ended up playing wif the elevator n staying in the referance area reading up info n there's like .. a whole collection !!%^## obviously we gave up after some time. went to fetch yujie n grabbed food. met darling LYDIALIAO with her jj. returned to nlb and met sharon omg was super lucky that day. yeaa. . i'm happy. wasn't much productive. dota n games - -

random fact #3

cos i'm studying for exams, mummy bought lots of good food for me. n i daobaoed food which i love
heheh . . call me ms puipui ;D

i fucking love these , even more than mochi s !!!! yyyyum

random fact #4

i've updated friendster, do take a look ;D

3-2-1 self-destruction activated
stop these emotions from flowing.

story of the first red rose

2008-09-03T22:00:00.003+08:00

they believed meeting was pure fate, the way they clicked, the fingers that fitted, everything was just right and they knew it. the love was too strong for hearts too pure, they held fast but rumors messed them up. girl gave in and they cried. after , they tried again and again to patch, knowing that love still flows. but they learnt to distrust. the scar runs too deep and stubborn to budge.

'm sorry. maybe that's all i needed to say at that point.

when were miles away

2008-09-03T20:58:00.008+08:00

when it comes to things, there are no more likes and dislikes in the world.

it's more like wants and the unwanted

where people are concerned,

many are un-needed

thus unwanted.

cos people are so fucking selfish

all they need are themselves

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after being sick for the past few days, i'm becoming sick of the world. n the weather isn't helping much .. raining n raining n raining .. i feel like i'm rotting here, and slowly fading away . i wanted to make the background black, or red. T-T r u feeling happy ??

a little more love

2008-08-15T02:06:00.001+08:00

old habits die hard. i always try to sleep early but if i don't watch time , it flies, and soon its wee hours of morning.

anyway i'm sleeping at alienated timings .. can't keep this up ////

three steps

2008-08-15T01:19:00.010+08:00

i was really really really happy about the gathering though 8 ppl only but still.. gopedgoped these pictures hees but only the nice ones. you can find unglam ones frm ppl on my link. (top right hand corner)

yes it was ladies day out. but abit too early k.

phy was freaking screwed n i don't even wnr think about it. i was skipping dinner but mom caught me n cooked smth out... - - after she reached home . so i ate at 8plus and conked out. why is this happening to me ..

i hear the tone in your voice

see the look in your eyes

i think you are missing the point

thinking that i've lost my mind

i think we should just stop

the flower and i

2008-08-12T20:26:00.004+08:00

hello violet flower !

i didn't get the ones wif only hilary n flower ha ha ha retardeees . i'm still high frm ystd n was totally out of my mind today. thanks to my very cool class wif high tolerance for lame jokes and crazy ppl , , HAHA was damn fun today.

everysingle one in o81o is cool. jiayou we'll all pull through.

avenueQ for class outing everyone ?

just. you n me

2008-08-11T12:30:00.010+08:00

woke up at bloody 6:15 this morning. shagshag . rushed down to bedok for breadfast wif gang hohoho but ass charr !! . haven't seen you since i ran into you at bishan. anyway r u going next week ? had to say farewell to jesica cos she going uk for 1nhalf yrs for work.

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i'm glad i have this group of friends whom i get high, laugh, cry, drunk, emo, go through shit, be unglam with .. i'd not be strong to pull through without them . i haven't gotten the group ones so there there.

stay there forever, just trying to let go

2008-08-09T09:53:00.002+08:00

the most times i flare up was due to pw seriously .. i think my group is filled with fun ppl and is the best group of the class but can't understand why it just doesn't work out. disppointed, but my girls cheered me up they are so damn sweet ha ha . at least wr is done not too badly i think.

pictures ..

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY n i love the yahoo page today

go down together

promise i made ,

2008-07-28T01:39:00.004+08:00

EOM done but i forgot to thoroughly mention its reliability anyway i alrdy exceed wordlimit sucks and headache. face com too long (more than three hours of tiny font) aaaaah ~~~ iWANTsleep ya well done go on rambling ..

ghostinthemirror

2008-07-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

yikes do you see the ghost too? (it'sactuallymesorryforbeingsolame)

it's just my glass cabinet filled wif toys. ^^ i'm just sick of all the pianoprac. though i really love music but i'm developing phobia frm overpracticing. definately the stress i believe, after this can relax a little cos don't have to touch it for the rest of my life .. if i pass, that is

things, yousworeyousaw

2008-07-27T21:42:00.009+08:00

woow BIGHEAD shots ahahaha. my beloveeeeddd shushu's bday . happy twenty !! stay forever young at heart k? ha ha kiddinglar she's always so darlin sweet, lovely, pretty and cute, so stay that way. shu's bf was there too and really gentle lucky laryou. ^^

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i'm so super dead now haven't started on eom and its almost 10pm !!! and later still have to revise skills and practice aural for tmr's examexam. shitshitshitshitshit. ppl don't knw how v.v.v.v. important this is to me cheer me on k, need it. heart's feelin cold n i'm nervous godbless.

the piano seat is my home !! for most parts of the day i sit down there wif my handphone, waterbottle and box of tissues above the piano and i go on and on... skin on fingers are peeling and i'm still not quite done wif those pieces fuckfuck ii have to freaking pass. motioncircle test tmr T_Ttoomanystufftodo and i'm so messed up inside,

flawed but cleaning up well

to CHARISSA, the eversocute rabbit:

chill~~ i heard it's supposed to be

on 15/16aug but no news anymore

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how are you? not really leaders la we

but i heard u in dance. izzit true?

thought u'll prob join some cosplayin

society ha ha

whatawonderfullife

2008-07-16T20:12:00.005+08:00

camwhoring in the library -- see our beloved chunfui ?? we live in a peaceloving environment surrounded by books. when one step into jc life, he or she has to be prepared to be bound by a two year course of constant mugging. but i'm still sneaking off here and there's no choice muggerlife=jclife. anyway ppl who go through the 2year-mugging process just wnr go uni right so lets just mug it la. jiayou.

yjcinstallation

2008-07-16T19:59:00.007+08:00

its wednesday and i'm sick. aaah~ life's really kinda hardcore these few days, trying to do tutorials and practicing piano preparing for exam is really tough. i just have to scrape through go easy on me please.

this was taken at yjc installation was quite interesting la met njc ppl not bad ha ha den president daniel keeps asking ...... heh . the school reminded me of ajc lor is kinda old but its really green plus its rather big .

this is bigger but not very clear as well lousy quality quality

projectworkweek

2008-07-10T18:46:00.007+08:00

this is called mass lanning sessions which occured during PW week.ha ha. the guys just gather over labtops and watch .... .... damn cute. see, they are all smiling happily and now i'm inlove wif LF2 ha ha trying to get the guy to shoot fire.

this is the results of my girls omfg and we kinda got addicted to it. the fact i learned was B.I.N.G.O is a neverending game. finally draft done.

at swensens again. assembly was cancelled so we rushed to J8 but was late for interact meeting. LTC camp was awesome it facilitates a lot of learning points and was damn garang one lor. didn't bathe much but kayaking kayaking -- CLARENCE. aaahhh ~ gathering this saturday but doubt i can make it. there's YISHUN JC investiture. i feel that my new blogskin is too white. - -

outing 03july

2008-07-10T18:20:00.006+08:00

i'm sorry for the lack of updates cos i was away for camp!! :)

i can't find the cropped one by hilary so have to make do with this sucky quality. we acty wanted to catch movie at vivo but everyone got hooked vivo's rooftop and simply refused to leave so no choice ha ha. we makan, camwhored, ate the worst chocolate i've ever tasted. i can't even swallow it cos was too bitter tmd, sick tasting. mass singing sessions, scaring the customers at the restaurant and all that was so much fun. i think we grew closer. we were supposed to hit movies today sorry i cant make it. mom's making a fuss cos of my results NEVERTHELESS i'm sneaking out for movie marathon sometime next week. oh, thanks to lieseltjin for the tieing my shoelaces tgtr. :) sorry for not making it today.

2008-06-28T13:13:00.005+08:00

haha these shades are my latest obsession i'm definately going to buy then and no one can stop me !!!!! i simply cant take my eyesof'em but i'm broke and can't buy all colours its found at 77thstreet for 15.50

prettysweets. imahappygaltday^^. iloved watching the harrypottermovie during ltc briefing and we cabbed to school dis morning i'm probably spending tmd much these days ahhh~ feeling so lethargic now i'll catch a nap n save my energy for tonight heheh ..

2008-06-27T23:06:00.012+08:00

i'm finally recharged bzzzt lalala i had so much fun fun fun with unfufilled shopping desires kbox wasn't as hardcore as i thought it would be but catching up was so interesting !!!!! anyway shit tmr's LTC briefing its early irritatinirritating. but there's tuition -gleams. tmr is study camp day motivation yay. ha ha i'm gnr watch my new love <33>

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2008-06-19T16:29:00.016+08:00

OMG i'm just so bored and i'm sick and tired of physics so was meddling arnd .. -,-

i knw they are really old but what can i do about these memories that are trapped inside me. while i'm stuck here i'm really missing people. so sick of seeing filesandnotes!!

2008-06-18T12:21:00.010+08:00

ha ha ystd we went to the cdc meeting and it looks so formal till its kinda scary we were in a conference room with all these adults from different organisations but they were friendly lar really taking good care of us. but forgot to take group photo overall it was a whole new experience. these few days i've been refusing home n go fooling arnd at gena's house with her aircon i can't function well without it.

i'm just too fortunate to hv such goodfriends surrounding me and working out how to fufill all my selfish wishes and complaints and troubles so sometimes i might forget that there are people who needs me sorry i'm selfish but i'll be there for you too really. ystd night abt 1am meixin called frm china beijing. they were freaking out cos of the scary hotel and refused to bathe cos of the bigandcreepy bathroom. are the never going to bathe? haha emma and jacie were in a room and the BATHED TOGETHER cos emma was rly scared and couldn't sleep but jacie pig was alrdy snoring away HAHA they always bring me so much laughter. i'm missinu so do a good job win a trophy and come back ok. i'll be waiting ..

2008-06-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

the concert was really enjoyable. its really hard to enjoy myself so when i'm under stress and unable to sleep at night. halfway through after the rehearsal i conked out. sorry for everyone whom i was a bitch to, and sorry for the black face when taking pictures. after that i really cheered up. listening to the music, screaming .. aha. i feel so fortunate that i have everyone wif me regardless of what i do. thanks to everyone who looks right through me and stand by me. really touched ..

are we really not having alumni gathering anymore? two years is really too long a wait. i'll miss them so much. will they still remember me by then? can we still share this same bond that so fiercly binds us back as one?. how much will people change. time is a wonder .

yayy. we having a gathering at mrwong's house. hope i can make it!. ohya!. physics consultation tmr. aaah. haven't studied physics at all. but i absolutely can't let hilary go alone .. haish. i'll think of a solution later. .

during THE day, we went to laupasat to eat after concert. first time there . . mmm. . it was filled wif satay stalls. HAHA. ate smelly toufu. stayed out too late and had to run for the last train. and there was no more train back to JURONGEAST. (theredline) haha. had so much fun. but there are still alot more pictures that i wnr take !.

they were enthusiastically playing MARIO theme song. ._. adults ... -shakehead

ahem. this is not jasmine . .

two sexyphonists beside me . aww.

not whole section though. ><

2008-05-21T00:26:00.003+08:00

mmm. i saw 1111. must be you. haha. STUPID EL DIDN'T REPLY. don't tell me you sleep liao lor. haha. or out to do night training. - - lalala. just update a little. v.v.v. busy nowadays for interact omg its so fun. anyway today is investiture. i'll miss alot n alot of ppl. aaaah. .

i was super stinky today. whole day like suana-ing. maybe i lost weight. haha. i was out alot these few days so wasn't by tagboard and didn't msn. paiseh.

heheh. CHEYENNE.

DANIEL. this was taken today after meeting at 19 ++ ok. i went home n did interact stuff. didn't study. dead lar. haha. see he so tired can't open his eyes. he's HOTSTUFF okayy. glad he's the pres. XD i made his face so big. aha.

mayb i'll get pics from handover. they're available at nyweb. the photographer was good lo. pictures were nicely taken. yea. . faster go sleep. waking up at 4 tmr . hmm . but i'm still waiting for msg. think he sleep alrdy right. haha. imisshimsomuch!.

2008-05-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

whoa, hunks by the pool table. they are super pro. but jx swei onelo. hahas. both pros dammit. XD in case u didn't knw, its junxi's house. jealous la. 3 storeys wif rabbits n the dog super cute. the house is also just tmd nice.

introduring >>>>>>>>>>>> YUJIE
haha. he accompanied me for dinner!. ended up only eating rotiprata lo. fun day ..

for the benefits of a particular person, i shall put a picture wif gena.
see, i nice not. aha

2008-05-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

sweet anot?

i burnt my entire friday night doing the blog. my hardwork paid off. i did the background, the arhives, tagboard, playlist and the my fade in fade out pic ! nice right ?? it was fun. thanks to mx who was the first to tag . . hahas.

didn't go for band today . . aaah! so stayed home to rot. like shit liddat. but went out at night. tuition!. fun lo. fun place. super nice.

mrskong's hse had like 7 rabbits ! there were sharks. damn damn cool.. haha. got so astounded. her hse had 3 stories n the steps were super steep and small. hard to climb nia. xP we waited n waited waited for bus. haha. missed all the 3 'can take' ones laaa. HAHAHAH. in the end returned bout 11. x)))))))))

i'll go off to complete my maths 4c, do functions tutorials, chem tys. den interact stuff. aah. i'll probably be sleeping late tonight. - - n get up for early run tmr. T_T see. i'm alone for all pictures!. aaaah. cos selfish JJ don't even let me take pic of any parts of his body !. irritating .. - -

OCTAVEGOH. hahahahah. cos he v nice to me today. never suan . . so i'll put a pic of him as i promised. XD
happyhappyhappyhappy. but i miss gena, hilary n cheyenne.
how was the concert ??????

2008-05-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

WHY WHY WHY. can't i change the blogskin ?? maybe i should move away . . sian. i haven't even started my mugging session today la. n there's just so many things to do !. my sat's are forever burnt. n now even sunday gg to do pw. aaaaaaaah !

today was BE YOURSELF DAY. liying n GENA dressed up as army ppl okok. cool !. took pic wif dem. n there were nurses n characters frm the scream movie. omfg. its just too cool. but i loved the black hooded one most. he was really like death-eater. scared me quite abit. haha.

HAHA. love liying. so cute! HILARY !! u look so pale here. quickly go and bu3shen1ti3 !

since photobucket is finally working, i'll take this time to upload pictures..

can u recognise me ?????

lousy quality !. i can't stretch these pic any further . .

hello sharon !

i love this !. gena looks like she's seducing the pole don't she?

2008-04-27T02:36:00.000+08:00

the clock shows 1:11. yea. do u knw if u see 111 means someone's thinking of u? haha. the first person i thought will be thinking of me is u but u r no longer mine. sillyme. i'm here to upload pics okok. as i promised. OMG. photobucket is so bloody slow. anyway i just completed PI. -pleaseclap haha. n striving on to study intermolecular structure notes. intend to copy frm OCTAVE tmr. haha. but lkkk's so so cute. so i'm gnr work hard ok. if i dont i doubt he'll let me pass promos. he'sevilok. i'm serious. n photobucket is still still still loading my first picture so i dunno if i can upload tday .

i'll wait n wait but wtHELL still 0% uploaded. tmd. returned home late . camwhored too much. haha. i booked time wif gena for shopping yea. GENA don't pangsae ok. n sis bought a cake frm secret recipe. yumm ! i'll take a pic of it ok. it looks just amazing. i don't care anymore. don't wnr wait. haha. i'll upload tmr okok. right aftr gppgppgppgppgpp. hope it'll work out fine.

OHYAOHYA. met new mates taday. haha. Sarah.Andry(ithink).Liying (iknewherfrmback). Donny. HAHA. donny just reminds me of noddy can. haha. let's go watch the movie sometimes. i bet it'll be fun. X))

i'm a happyhappygal. i think i can fly right now.

wait wait i saved a pic !

GENA asked me to put this pic cos she looks nice. - -
waa. . i think i look like monkeylor. bwawaaaaa. O.O

i bent dwn to suit AMANDA's height. haha. amanda shirt was nice tonight lo. hair also nice.

last pic. for today la. typed too much. hand nua alrdy.
gdnight !

2008-04-26T00:06:00.000+08:00

urgh. blogger just pisses me off. didn't go for band tday. haha. ponned lots of lessons too. cos of sickness n felt kinda bad. haha. worried bout cheyenne though. she didn't sound so good the when i left her.

i've got pictures in my phone but not uploaded. just feeling lazy. not running for quite some time n i definately gained weight. aaaah!. nxt time should run 10 rounds. yup. anyway pictures tmr tmr. n tmr's ajc's BAND concert. gogogo! n buy nyjc BAND concert. its on 10 may. CCHMS concert on june!! must must go ok. i'll be performing . .

gpp's not working well. junxi's too busy liao. i think we'll only be meeting twice bfore handing gpp in of friday. worried. yesh. let's work harder. haha. feel so motivated. cos i'm going overseas wif GENA. yea. . at least i hope. haha

2008-04-06T16:27:00.000+08:00

imeem takes super long to load. can't hear those songs .... onfri, my sweet OG08 came to visit . goodness. i'm super happy. that i forgot i had piano lessons at fivethirty. HAHA. waited for shermin for forever. i got super high but laopo looks real tired. sorry i had to leave so early.

i was thinking n thinking abt it. i'm lettinggo.chasing afteru nomore. thinking back, it's pointless. i was long aware of it but just didn't wnr admit. THEY give me strength. so i slacked all thru weekends to regain my energy. HAHA. yup. was happy. i can't get phantom song outa my head. i really really should practice harder. guangyao is pro lo. but he's looking like a younger n thinner alex. same haircolour somemore.

msn's still down and is ABSOLUTELY UNABLE to reinstall. - - i giveup. using pathetic ebuddy now. is photobucket experiencing error again ??? it's taking tmd long to load.

GENA's new bag. i think it really really suits her.

u like it? . it's clean n ....... . .

looking retard. HAHA. i'm wearing .o.u.r. ring BABY.
hahahahahahahahhhhhhhh

2008-03-31T15:18:00.000+08:00

hi. i'm extremely unhappy right now. sleepdeprived ass is drivin me nuts. can't pring pw. n fking photobucket is not working again. t.m.d aaaah. alot of undone things. keep losing to the drowsiness. mayb it's of body overload. low-energy. blogger is telling me that it can't connect back n saving n publishing may fail. sucks.

everything is in a mess right now. plenty o' work undone. files unpacked. messed up.
isit his birthday today?. maroon5's songs are still playing. i've been replaying them for an entire day. drivin'menuts. ohyea. i bougth their cd. zZz
how much longer do you want me to wait. YOU are responsible for messing me up this much. babytellme.

2008-03-30T10:35:00.000+08:00

photobucket is finally working. - - phew. eelong's gone into army alrdy. can't imagine wad will happen to him. el wif muscles ???? it looks kinda wierd . . currently addicted to maroon5 !. today was sports carnival. eh . . . not bad la. the sun's a killer. tanned quite a bit. won touchrug. heyit's great lo. fun. heart raced alot today. GENA went back wif JJ can. waa. can't get in touch wif her. kinda worried right now. HAHA.

after dat wen bukit timah eat.. mac. think we really mad lo. travel so far just to eat fries. siao. slack slack there. one hour journey back. really tired. exchanged plenty of great jokes. HA.

you all are the ones who can make me laugh for days ..

2008-03-30T07:33:00.000+08:00

charissa ME amanda GENA the one sitting no need intro la . haha

sat went back for alumni. playing phantom songs. nice !. XD woots. really enjoyed it alot. haven't touched mrtrobone for such a long time. HEH den went MSCLARITYCAFE . the place is damn damn cute. will be going more often.